Who really has time for love?
I mean… who really has time for that undying, unconditional, world changing, life altering,
Singing about sunshine and dandelions when its 20° below zero, cutesy wotesy, ‘I love you, now I love you more’, I can’t live without you love?
That scribble your name in my notebook over and over again just to see how my first name looks with your last name love?
That I want to meet your parents to further our connection love?
That you’re my sky moon and stars and nothing is put above you love?
That I’m willing to die for you at any moment love?
Who really has the time?
Who really has the time when there are wars to be fought over security in our homeland?
Who really has the time while poor innocent youths are starving?
Who really has time when our young men are killing our young men before their lives even have a chance to begin?
Our young sisters keep committing bodily sins and all big brother can do is grin?
Who has the time?
Well not me…
I’m too busy walking lines between poetry and politician to realize that it will take more than pretty words to make this world’s tales turn
So instead maybe I should just sit here and watch
Yes I’m too busy walking thin lines between revolution and poetry to imposedly impose my presence onto someone else.
I’m too busy trying to leave an undying legacy that I unknowingly end up dating myself, but can that really be bad?
Can dating myself truly make me either happy or sad?
I mean as long as I’m not sad I’m doing alright right?
I mean as long as 50:50 radioed saline salt water tears aren’t running down my eyes
I’m doing alright right?
I mean as long as creeks and cracks of an old empty house don’t keep me up at night
As long as I can get much needed 8.25 hours of sleep every night
I’m doing alright right?
I mean I’m a cool person so dating myself must be great
Like if I ever need to go on a date I can take myself
I’ll know exactly what I want to eat
What to order because I know my favorite treats
And I can pull out my own seat
And I’ll know which movie I want to see
And give myself compliments
And protect myself from other men
I would always pick up the tab and when I order ribs
I wouldn’t have to be shy when it came in a full slab.
After all, I am the perfect gentleman.
Maybe that’s why I find myself saying to hell with men
My momma always taught me they were rude self absorbed and trifling
So to hell with them
I mean someone there to only promote themselves couldn’t even begin to support my immortal
But people around me talk as though love is some portal that leads to white picket fences, 2.5 kids, a dog, a cat, and three acres of freshly manicured lawn that won’t upset my sinuses
It would never rain, and the snow isn’t cold
There’s always sirloin on the grill
And citrus being squeezed to delight the palette.
No one there is overweight or deals with hyper tension
If you were blind before love would make you see.
I mean love is the mind’s miracle elixir.
I’m sure I care more so for myself than any other man could
But they say love is necessary
You need love to be free
They say love is there for everybody,
But right now maybe love isn’t for me.
You can call me your secret girlfriend. All-American sweetheart with a lot to say about just about everything. I'm just a girl looking for respect and love. Come with me on my journey shall you.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
TEACHINGS OF NIKKI
"Since i can't go where i need to go . . . then i must . . . go where the signs point through always understanding parallel movement isn't lateral"
"Black love is Black wealth and they'll probably talk about my hard childhood and never understand that all the while I was quite happy"
"Now that you're gone i don't dream and no matter what you think i'm not lonely sleeping all alone "
"I wrote a good omelet...and ate a hot poem... after loving you"
"It seems no matter how I try I become more difficult to hold I am not an easy woman to want"
"rain is god's sperm falling in the receptive woman how else to spend a rainy day other than with you seeking sun and stars and heavenly bodies how else to spend a rainy day other than with you"
"we poets tend to think our words are golden though emotion speaks too loudly to be defined by silence "
"maybe i shouldn't write at all but clean my gun and check my kerosene supply
perhaps these are not poetic times at all"
-Nikki Giovanni
"Black love is Black wealth and they'll probably talk about my hard childhood and never understand that all the while I was quite happy"
"Now that you're gone i don't dream and no matter what you think i'm not lonely sleeping all alone "
"I wrote a good omelet...and ate a hot poem... after loving you"
"It seems no matter how I try I become more difficult to hold I am not an easy woman to want"
"rain is god's sperm falling in the receptive woman how else to spend a rainy day other than with you seeking sun and stars and heavenly bodies how else to spend a rainy day other than with you"
"we poets tend to think our words are golden though emotion speaks too loudly to be defined by silence "
"maybe i shouldn't write at all but clean my gun and check my kerosene supply
perhaps these are not poetic times at all"
-Nikki Giovanni
Labels: Love, Chicago, Sexy
Life,
Love,
Nikki Giovanni,
Poetry,
Power,
Revolution
My King

[Somebody loves you baby… ]
I live in a world where a man’s faith is his loss
So he chooses to remain faithless
And in turn be faithfully endorsed
By more of the faithless
This process seems as brainless as
The utensils used to disconnect his body are stainless
Now the only way he can show his love
Would be if he cut out his heart
And used the fresh pumped blood
To write it out on his sleeve
And before this strong man fell to his knees
It would be raw pain and suffering
That would show while he bleeds.
One of his many regrets in life is
That he never got to express love to a seed
So with the loss of his name
Also came the loss of his legacy.
Oh King
Your greatness
Has been overshadowed
The magnitude of your being
Has become hollowed
And only I can Recall your proper name, King.
King
Your existence should be exalted
Virgin rose petals placed at your feet
So that you would never be forced to bare witness
To the agonies of humanly defeat.
My strong black king I feel for you
If I could cradle your soul In the bosom of purity
I would If I could hide your vision
From the distress of living in this world I would
King
I would praise you
Every second of every day
All you would have to do is keep your strength
I would gladly kneel at the feet of the man
Who has built legions of god’s soldiers
To fight the evils that to this day
Still lay at bay
King
You are Remarkable
This is why I will remark
About all of your ethereal accomplishments
I will angelically sing
The gospels of your teachings
And revulsion I would blare
At anyone that meant to cause you despair
My King
I Would Love You
I would show you nothing but the respect that you deserve
And all that I ask you to do is demand it
Demand it from every man woman and child
Of every race, religion, and orientation
Demand to be put at the forefront of society
And never except being last again
King
I would kiss you
With the most amount of sensation
That anyone could ever posses
Where it wouldn’t even surprise me if 500 years later
Your breath still lingered in my lungs
King
Bells would be rung In honor of your name
King
All of this could be your if you take it
Just take it
King, please
The magnitude of my queenliness
Stands for nothing if I’m king less
King
Stand and take back your god given land
It was entrusted in you Just like my heart
You can forget about how their world began
This is how our world can start.
Look at this as me doing my part.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
I EXUDE...

I know it's been a while since i've hit you all up, but I have lots to talk about!!!
First and Foremost I realize that it's imporantant for everyone to have passion in their lives...
I.E. - 'To EXUDE'
I personally exude Money... It's a life choice lol.
Others that I know exude other things such as @Malyboobarbee with fashion and hair care and my darling Tony exudes sex... yet again.. lifestyle choice lol.
It's important to exude something that represents you. You should never try to represent something that you yourself don't believe in.
If you're having trouble deciding what to exude here are a few options
Family, Money, Love, Sex, Fashion, Health, Politics, Poetry, Music... there really are an unlimited possibilities
!!!!!Happy Exuding People!!!!!
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